It's been a few weeks since I started taking a commitment to learning how to code. In the beginning, it was so exciting! There was so much to learn and I feel like I am getting into a really good groove in terms of finding a balance in my schedule. It seems like I was able to integrate my coding study into my daily routine.

It was a good few weeks...until life gets in the way.

Now, I'm in this phase of my study where I am not able to take any time to pick up the lessons. I still try to open the Odin site and get some reading done, but it's really difficult and it takes a lot more time to understand the concepts.

This phase really sucks because I feel a lot more dumb and silly. It makes me question if I should continue with learning how to code. It makes me think that maybe I shouldn't spend any more time with this endeavor. Maybe I'm just wasting my time or maybe I'm just making it more hard for myself.

But, I'm not ready to give up just yet. I just need to be patient. Life comes in phases and waves.

For now, my priority is to get my tasks organized. I need to take some time to sort things out again because life is just all over the place right now.

I'll let you know again in my next post. You'll know whether I succeeded in getting back on track or I decided to give up and move on from my coding dream. But,  to be honest, I'm a bit biased here, haha. I'm rooting for my success, so I might not give myself a chance to just surrender.